A paradox.

I am my own best friend because I know all of my secrets.
I am my own best friend because I keep all of my secrets.
I am my own best friend because I push myself away from the dark.
I am my own best friend because I buy myself coffee.
I am my own best friend because I buy myself cigarettes.
I am my own best friend because I keep myself safe.
I am my own best friend because I accept myself the way I am.
I am my own best friend because I distance myself from people who don't deserve my time.
I am my own best friend because I give myself time.
I am my own best friend because I do not harm myself.
I am my own best friend because I have always been here.
I am my own best friend because I don't let myself fall.
I am my own best friend because I love myself.
I am my own best friend because I would die saving myself.

I am my own worst enemy because I know all of my secrets.
I am my own worst enemy because I push myself into the dark.
I am my own worst enemy because I drink shit coffee.
I am my own worst enemy because I buy myself cigarettes.
I am my own worst enemy because I still think about death.
I am my own worst enemy because I hate every single imperfection on my body.
I am my own worst enemy because I have imperfections.
I am my own worst enemy because I care for people who don't deserve it,
I am my own worst enemy because I hurry myself up.
I am my own worst enemy because I harmed myself.
I am my own worst enemy because I constantly remind myself of that.
I am my own worst enemy because I have alway been here.
I am my own worst enemy because I allow myself to fall.
I am my own worst enemy because I hate myself.
I am my own worst enemy because I would die saving myself.